Namesake

I feel crazy! It's the first time in awhile. I'm listening to this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yaYO0_NXhc and I feel awesome. I feel like... I don't know what I feel like. I feel like nothing has consequence, and I have so much to say, and I need to scream, but not out of anger. I just http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mXGjWrwg16Q feel like reality is slipping away. I like this feeling. I yearn for this feeling in my normal hours. I NEED NOISE. I need to hear screaming and discordance. Where is my mind? My mind is slipping, and yet it's here. It feels shut down and fully activated simultaneously. This post isn't http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IbhjyHmOoBg even funny; it's just a documentation. You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You're the same decaying organic matter as everything else. In Tyler we trust. In fear. In sorrow. Sinister undertones of an angelic choir. A beautiful peace on an inevitable crescendo to madness. The bass overshadows the treble. The light snuffed out by darkness. Things will not get better. Things will not get worse. Things will stagnate. How can you live when life itself is flatlining? Descent. Ascent. It's all the same, all an illusion. But we like the illusion. The illusion makes the reality bearable. Where does the illusion end and reality begin? Who http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjm3NyQ6DYw decides? When will we wake up? When did we fall asleep? What is the answer? What is the question? Why are we here? We are here by accident. Embrace the chaos. It is more miraculous than http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_d4ZFcMazvg&feature=related any plan. We are headed for destruction, and we all sit and wait. I say we sprint. I say we abandon all notions of immortality and run with http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nRQfUmL8uis complete disregard of self-preservation. Sprint to the light at the end of the tunnel. And they make me dream your dreams. And they make me scream your screams. You cannot win or lose at life. Go crazy. Go mad. Go psychotic. Go mental. Go insane.